today was a boring day for me! argh! i spent my whole saturday waiting for her smses. had to blame myself cause' i stayed up late at kitchun house and ton-ed along with elson and edmond. though we had fun but it all still comes to an end. haha. we walked home and edmond went to sleep. elson was preparing to go out with hejiayi, weesan and tanjiayi. then i stayed at home. i didnt went along cause' i was overly exhausted and didnt have the strength to even walk to toilet.and you think i got the strength to walk and carry bags? haha. so i tried sms-ing her as i soon bian lied on my bed. so i planned to find her at night, but the bed too TEMPTING LAA! my eyes was going to close and i tried to hang on. until 9pm+, i cant tahan then fell asleep unknowingly. hejiayi called/sms-ed me but i didnt notice. aww! sadded. missed my chance. and i woke up at around 2am when it was alr SUNDAY! i had numerous nightmares and i couldnt sleep well. maybe is because i missed her badly. hahah. i woke up running to my laptop in the living room which i forgot to off. i saw weesan and elson online. i thought she went out with them. hahah. so i asked them for her whereabouts. but they told me that she might have reached home or something. or i tried sms-ing and calling her. but no avail! the longer the time passes, the more i get worried.. please get home early and let me know you're safe. t.t


family do leave you, be strong & live on your own.