actually to all my readers, i dont usually blog everyday and i think not much people will come and view my blog especially de. haha so paiseh. i'll blog whenever i feel like to.

to begin with... this month was a hard one for me.. had so many problems that i couldnt solved. felt so helpless and useless for the first time. maybe i just need someone to by my side to help me? actually, think not many people know what happened to me right? okay, firstly i'd broken up with my girlfriend. didnt say out cause i didnt really expect this to happen. saddening it may seems, but i need to stay happy and go on with my life. i've learnt alot from her, and i think i no longer the small kid everyone used to know. surprising uh? haha, okay la. i admit that im UGLY! hah, but i got a good good heart okay! well, now my goal is to train hard, get muscles! haha, and study hard. trying to improve on my looks. lol w/o doing surgery of course... GNC and GYM TRAINING here i come. (who free can sms me to go training together) actually, i thought to myself... instead of thinking how to patch back.. i should actually think of how to win her back. lol chim uh? for now, we both are happy the way we are right now, being close friends (: but i promised to myself, i will make the both of us more happy then now.. okay laa, enough of crapping. now about school work... whoa! damn stress la. i pon almost every lesson. dontknow why... alot problems just come in lor.. i also dontknow how to handle sia. i think this blog hor, is for me to vent anger or to spill out everything de. its like no posts for a few months then suddenly one long essay for you to read. haha im really very sorry. i'll try to post everyday.. (:


bear with me, and you will know the true me... >o<